you took my breath

Forgot all about this

Forgot about this blog! I'm amazed it's even still here....

well it's senior year of college... here we go!

Steven is mine and has been for almost a year now. yay 

I'm a rho gamma for sorority recruitment this coming spring and I'm pretty excited about that.

I have two new roommates who I love, but I wish I could have Kacey and Britt back!

That's all for now :)

wow

he's working with me. wow wow wow wow wow! i'm so excited i can hardly stand myself!!! :D

i am feeling so ambitious.

How can he even get upset by the idea of me talking to someone else when he's still with his girlfriend... he's not leaving her so what right in the world does he have to be upset by that?! ughh

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I feel blank... I just don't understand why people are so confusing. What ever happened to people acting on how they felt or telling the truth about how they feel? Why do we have to have all the confusion and miscommunication when all it really takes is a little more honesty? It's not that hard to be honest... people should respect others for being completely honest rather than only kind of or not at all... it doesn't make sense to me.

Obviously not in the best mood right now... oh and another thing, don't invite someone somewhere and then ignore them for an hour... who does that? And if by chance you sent that text to the wrong person, just tell them! It won't hurt their feelings as much as ignoring them does... fyi

this is hard...

you really just want to scream out how much you care about a person... but you can't.

I've never felt such a strong connection to a person in my life... it's hard to know that, for him to know that, and still see nothing happening... I don't understand how someone can sit there and tell you how well the two of you fit together and how you haven't been this happy in a long time.. and yet you're not willing to take the chance. You know she's not right for you, while I am... everyone else tells you I'm better for you and yet still nothing changes. What are you so afraid of!?

Because I'm the one who has to bottle up the hurt and pretend like everything is ok even though your actions don't match your words. I don't understand how you can sit here and talk to me the way you do and still go back and see her... when you tell me how she hates your friends, never does anything  new, and fights with you all the time... while I adore your friends, would do absolutely anything for you or with you, and we've never even disagreed on anything besides food choices... seriously? wake up and look me in the eyes and tell me you don't feel the same way because i know you do... you're just too scared? afraid? I don't know... the pathetic part is I would sit and wait for you... I know I would. I've never met someone so perfect for me... and you haven't either, so WAKE UP!